Today.

I need to stop thinking everything through in my head. There is no real problem, I'm just feeling lonely. I miss Boris. 

I'm excited for Saturday, I hope everything goes alright. I need a laugh and a drink. 

I need a hug. 

fuck, I need a bullet to the head. Stop whinging, get on with it, work now. See if anything changes. 

Generally todays been a bit shit. I suppose today isn't over yet.. 
So, that means that tomorrow can only be better.
I can deal with that.