Placing happiness.

Life has gotten very strange.
I am extremely happy when it comes to my relationship with my girlfriend, and I think we're in a great place now, despite shitty shitform. (insightful, I know).

However, I feel that the relationships that I share with most other people are slipping which is not very nice to be experiencing. I have a few extremely brilliant best friends and they know who they are, but others seem to be losing touch. All of this I don't feel is a fault of anyones. People just get caught up in their own life and you can't exactly blame them because you're fully aware of doing it yourself. 

I'm trying to adjust myself to fit in with my friends whilst juggling work, shitform and a relationship at the same time, but its not as easy as it sounds. 

To be completely honest I miss having a strong group of friends, because I don't feel like that exists anymore, or even a small group that get along? I just feel that as we're growing older, we're drifting in our own directions. That doesn't mean that I'm giving my friends up though. That'd be stupid.

I am also finding shitform really challenging because I am putting so much more work in than I did last year, which has made me realise why I got the grades I did. I wish I'd done more work but I don't think I'd appreciate what I had achieved, so this year is completely different.

A reference that I'm making with life is the a soap or drama which has a cast which changes. You have recurring characters, extra's, departures and entrances. Its just keeping up with the opening titles which is the challenging part, whilst writing the script and performing the lines. 

Maybe it's time for a bit of a revamp with the titles and seeing what the response is. 

September 1st.

So its September the first and things are rather disorganised however I'm thinking that the organisation that is being implemented is being successful so here's hoping for a good September. I had a really good August, I went on holiday to Newquay with my beautiful girlfriend (on a side note, we've been together for nine months today, yay! :) ) and got to lie on the beach which was all I really wanted to do!

I've begun to realise that the amounts of responsibility which I have increases by the day and as daunting as it is, its also kind of liberating. 

I have one hope for the next academic school year and that is to improve my grades I achieved this year by one. I wasn't happy with my grades apart from my A in art, so I'll be working my arse off to ensure that I do well, otherwise I'll be waving goodbye to University and my million dollar fortune which I shall earn after... All joking aside, I want to do well for myself so here goes nothing right?
Musically, I'm excited to go and see the Vaccines in November with my sister, and I am currently playing Twin Atlantic to within an inch of their lives. 

Happy September everyone!